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November 11, Letter to Professor G

Happy Veterans Day, professor.  If ever a man deserved the salutation, it is you.  I’m happy we’re in touch again, and regret that the excessive heat of the summer interrupted our happy dialogue about Grandpa Jung and Minoan Civilization.  (I still have the books on each that I borrowed from your fine library.)  I am also glad that you are seeing well enough to enjoy the delights of art and art history again.  I hope that some day you will teach me a bit more about the subject, for though I can see some things very well (at times even into the mists of the past and future), I am but a poor observer of beauty, and candidly, I don’t feel like I’ve experienced my fair share of it in life.  [Editor’s emphasis, in all cases]

Yet there is beauty in the world, always was, and always shall be.  It took you, a soldier and scholar of the highest caliber, to teach me this most important, most beautiful of all truths.  Of course you told me all of this the first time you spoke to me, the young misfit cavalry sergeant in an effete Honors College, with a single line from Sophocles:  “Many are the wonders of the world, but none so wondrous as man.”  I was just slow, like all students, so I didn’t assent to its truth at first; I had to mull it over for a couple of decades.

I must confess that today is ambivalent for me, because I am afraid there will be many more veterans to come soon.  I feel our country’s balance slipping away, just as surely as I can feel the loss of my own balance when Master Yu throws me in training.  I hope we don’t have to learn a lesson that comes with a great fall.

Armistice Day, the eleventh day of the eleventh month in 1918, was supposed to remind us that war was insanity, that a war had just been fought to such extremes that future wars were inconceivable.  But on the twelfth day of the eleventh month of 1918, all parties went back to their habitual plots, counterplots, territorial tiffs and military mobilizations – until they wound up in another inconceivable war.  I think, sir, that the fact that we keep having inconceivably bad wars is a damning testament to our poor powers of conception!

“It’s all a cycle, of course,” you said as I sat with you and Frau Guenther, enjoying Columbian coffee and talking about the Weimar days.  Yes sir, war is the ultimate April Fools joke, and it’s Ares, butcher of men, who will laugh last.  There is my pagan prophesy.

Oh well, enough.  It’s not only depressing, it’s boringly obvious.  For the rest of the day I will allow myself a great treat:  I will recall your rich baritone voice describing the taper of Ionic columns in Athens and Cyclopean gateways in Mycenae, and shouting challenges into that cavernous auditorium that we look at the art projected onto your screen and follow it as an exit from our ignorance.

The creative fire you have sparked in me, in my university studies years ago and in our conversations this year, has made you my Prometheus.  It has been your fate, poor man, to become a Titan.  I have known very few of them.  I must admit that I aspire to the same rank, but do not yet have the mastery of self necessary for it.  Oide seauton” “Know thyself,” said wise Apollo at Delphi.  I’m still learning.  While there’s life and candor, there’s hope.

I hope you will forgive my intrusion into your retirement, but I was lured by a lifelong respect for you, and a faith that you could point me the right way in a few of my ideas.  You did so, as I knew you would all along, then rightly left it to me to work out the details in my own way.  I hope I will one day have the pleasure of publishing a book about our lives and times.  It is already written, for the most part.  You will, God willing, receive a copy in hardback.  In the meanwhile I hereby promise not to talk any more nonsense about politics and war, and the nasty gray area between the two.

One day you and your beautiful wife must let me demonstrate the flow and force of the long staff – or the nimble play of flails – in the peace and quiet of your garden.  It’s as close to a display of art as I can manage, I’m afraid…  Perhaps if you enjoy the Homeric display you can reward me by explaining just what “existential” means, or  whether Grandpa Nietzsche didn’t just invent that word after his poor head got sick.  I’ll hearken to your answer and never forget it, or you.

With deepest respect,

Captain Eric Holmes May

MI, USA

PS:  You may remember that before I took my bicycle ride to Georgia back in April, I called and asked you if it was worth it to go to war.  You paused and thought over a lifetime for a minute, then simply said “No.”  I didn’t understand you then, because I had to learn for myself what poor Odysseus learned three thousand years ago:  You go to war hoping to come home a hero and end up just hoping to come home at all.

 

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